I just talked to the guy who took advantage of me for the first time in months and didn’t even cry or want to throw up or anything I feel so powerful

I’m feeling like shit and the boyfriend brought home frozen baja blast and cinnamon twists he is truly the one

listening to the 1975 reminds me of taking so much adderall I couldn’t move and all I could do was cry bc I was awake for so long but I miss when that was the only drug I knew

Anonymous: do you ever feel suffocated by another persons love for you?


i never feel suffocated enough so i confuse jealousy & violence with love because they make me feel something
i always want to feel like the lights are gonna go out soon & sometimes i think i wanna feel safe but deep down i’d rather know that monsters exist instead of pretending i’m not one of them

he has really nice hair too its very soft and he never has chapped lips. he reminds me of newport reds and kid cudi and how xanax feels and i love him

i met my boyfriend now a little bit after her, he worked at walmart and always wore a beanie and he kissed me for the first time in my friends bed and then on his porch and we hung out almost every day after that and here we are now

there was this girl and she had purple hair and we would drive around town blasting the distillers and she had these round black sunglasses and we’d smoke southern cuts and drink vodka out of the bottle and she kissed me in the walmart bathroom after work 

Drugs will ruin your life and the lives of everyone you love I know you hear it all the time but it’s different once you live it just please believe me it’s not fucking worth it

Look at how stupid and cute he is